I think I'm ready to go back to school. This summer has been too much. I am buckling under the weight and feel so angry all the time. I'm loosing my ability to reason clearly and hardly holding on to a sense or morality and principles I once performed well. I used to think I was good at doing the right thing but its so much harder when you find that nobody else is. I hope everything works out for the best back in Connecticut. I plan on making some major lifestyle changes. I want to live in a way that I can feel good about. I want to eat healthy, go swimming everyday, work long and hard in the studio, sleep at a descent hour, read a lot and go out with Meghan whenever I can. I also want a bike.